What does this text give us now, when Christ has already been crucified and therefore, by the logic of this text, has already been taken away? Is it only testimony in favor of the correctness of our established custom of fasting, or something more? What does that period mean for us, when the disciples "did not fast," a period in which we would appear to have no part? Did the Lord not illumine all the ages that followed by His presence on earth? Is there really some essential difference between us and those who saw Him in the flesh? After all, we call ourselves His disciples, as they were. Then what is the difference? We are probably mistaken when it feels as if we have grasped the logic of the Gospel text, because even if we take only the logical dimension of one passage or another, it is very complex, fractal, and multidimensional.
In A. K. Tolstoy's poem "John of Damascus" there are these words: "Why was I not born in that time, / When among us, in the flesh, / Bearing the painful burden, / He walked life's road! / Why can I not bear, / O my Lord, Your chains, / Suffer with Your suffering, / And take Your cross upon my shoulders..." What we actually grieve over is not the joy of sitting at the same table with Him, higher than which there may be nothing, but rather the fact that I was not given the chance to share His pain... But is that fully true? Let us remember: "as you did it to one of the least of these My brothers, you did it to Me" (Matt 25:40). We have not been deprived of the happiness of taking up His cross. That means we have not been deprived of the joy of being with Him either.
Yes, but do we still need fasting? We do, because this shared presence is hidden; yet there are moments in the church year when fasting is no longer important: Easter. Do you remember the Paschal homily of St. John Chrysostom: "Therefore enter all of you into the joy of our Lord; first and second, receive your reward; rich and poor, rejoice together; sober and careless, honor this day; you who fasted and you who did not fast, rejoice today. The table is richly laden; enjoy it, all of you." It is precisely at this moment that the meaning of today's passage is revealed with special force as something alive here and now.
