"The strong shall become tow, and his work a spark; and they shall both burn together, and no one shall quench them." Following the path after the Lord means following the path of humility and humiliation, of making oneself small before the whole world. In each of us there is a secret and heavy striving for perfection and victory. At times it is not even clear over what. And we multiply envy and quarrels, trying to find our own path before people.
We want to occupy a higher position, receive more pleasure, and so on. This is like constant hunger. And in trying to satisfy ourselves, to indulge our desires, we condemn ourselves to death. Death from endless exhaustion, from emptiness, and in the loneliness of the heart. And the more stubbornly we persist on our path toward victories and achievements for our own sake, the more God resists us, because He knows that our works are vain and useless if through our labor we are not seeking His presence in the world. If we are not seeking peace and are not softening our heart for His sake. "For out of Zion shall go forth the law." The law of eternal life and peace.
