While imprisoned and summing up his ministry and his earthly path, Paul says of himself that he has "fought the good fight"...
While imprisoned and summing up his ministry and his earthly path, Paul says of himself that he has "fought the good fight," "finished the race," and preserved the faith, evidently not simply as a certain system of views, but first of all as faithfulness to Christ and trust in Him. And now the Savior, according to the apostle's word, has prepared for him the crown of righteousness.
A crown which, by Paul's own testimony, turns his life into a sacrificial libation. Here the apostle clearly recalls the words of the Savior Himself about the life that in translation is often called "soul," and which a person can either give to Christ for the sake of the good news, thereby preserving it, or keep for himself and then in the end lose it.
Indeed, soul in the biblical sense is not a structure and in general not some static formation; it is a process, a flow, resembling a river flowing through a person, in which at the same time the person himself, his spiritual "I," his heart as the Bible calls this "I," mysteriously abides. And one can enter the Kingdom only by allowing the One who brought the Kingdom into the world to direct the flow of one's own life. One will have to part with that life; it will cease to belong to us even before our physical body dies.
While the body is still alive, it will belong to Christ, and we will exist in it as He commands us. The flow of our life will then really become something like a sacrificial libation: wine or oil are not sacrifices in themselves; they are only an addition to the main thing, but they become part of that spiritual-natural process which every true Yahwistic sacrifice was.
And now something similar happens, both within the boundaries of one human life and on the scale of the whole body of Christ. In this way a Christian obtains the crown of righteousness: through such surrender of himself into Christ's power he receives the fullness of the life of the Kingdom, in which his own life is also preserved. In many ways the Kingdom is like an ocean, but in one respect it differs from it: the stream of every life accepted by the Kingdom does not disappear in it without trace, as the stream of river water disappears when the river flows into the ocean.
The fullness of the Kingdom includes the fullness of the life of each of its inhabitants. And therefore the fullness of his righteousness as well, since unrighteous life cannot exist in the Kingdom. Of course, there is an alternative: one can keep one's life for oneself. But then after the death of the body it will go away like water into sand. The choice is simple: pour out one's life in vain, or give it to the King who can preserve it in His Kingdom. The apostle has clearly made his choice, and he does not regret it.
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4:8 The crown of that righteousness - Which God has imputed to me and wrought in me. Will render to all - This increases the joy of Paul, and encourages Timotheus. Many of these St. Paul himself had gained. That have loved his appearing - Which only a real Christian can do. I say a real Christian, to comply with the mode of the times: else they would not understand, although the word Christian necessarily implies whatsoever is holy, as God is holy. Strictly speaking, to join real or sincere to a word of so complete an import, is grievously to debase its noble signification, and is like adding long to eternity or wide to immensity.