NOTES for Co2 12:11-21

Yesterday's reading ends with a very important thought that the apostle Paul expresses repeatedly in different forms: “When I am weak, then I am strong.” He also remarks that he “takes pleasure in weaknesses.” In the Greek text we see the words “εύδοκω εν άστενείαις”—I find pleasure, I am content in weaknesses. Within the framework of God's Word, the thought is so simple and natural that it would seem there is nothing to discuss. Yet how impossible the apostle's words appear from an earthly, human point of view!

There is a wonderful parable by Saint Francis of Assisi about perfect joy, which a person finds when completely deprived of everything and rejected by everyone. Christian attempts to do good to all while demanding nothing in return are directed precisely toward acquiring this joy. For this is the path of becoming like the crucified God. Every attempt to find a worthy reward and gratitude for the good one has done is natural and understandable, but it leads far away from this joy.