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1 Timothy, Chapter 1, verse 16

¹¹ Of St. Paul's calling to be an apostle

¹⁶Howbeit for this cause I obtained mercy, that in me first Jesus Christ might shew forth all longsuffering, for a pattern to them which should hereafter believe on him to life everlasting.

NOTES

Paul illustrates his words about the Torah, which leads the righteous to Christ and into the Kingdom, with the example of his own life...

Paul illustrates his words about the Torah, which leads the righteous to Christ and into the Kingdom, with the example of his own life. Speaking about his life before his conversion, Paul acknowledges that he was a persecutor of Christians, something that, of course, was known to everyone who knew the apostle. But by his own words, he was then just as sincere as he later was after his conversion to Christ, and he became a persecutor of the faithful solely out of ignorance (vv. 12-14). As we can see, in what concerns following the Torah, sincerity and faithfulness to what the person on the path considers right turn out to be the main thing for the apostle. This is not surprising: for the righteous person, what matters above all is spiritual integrity, which is manifested first of all at the level of the will, in the ability and readiness to make the right choice, to make decisions and follow them. Without such spiritual integrity, normal spiritual life is impossible in principle, as, for that matter, is any life at all. As for mistakes, when spiritual life is healthy, God can always correct them by showing the seeker the right path. That is exactly what He did with Paul, arranging for him on the Damascus road a meeting with the Risen One that overturned the future apostle's whole life.

Paul, as we can see, turned out to be spiritually ready for such a meeting. This is not, of course, about his expecting anything of the kind: in that sense, the meeting with the Risen One contradicted all his views and convictions. But he was ready in the sense that he resolved to part with them as soon as it became clear to him where the path of righteousness, leading into the Kingdom, now lay. The apostle has no illusions at all about his own sinfulness: he understands perfectly well that turning to Christ, and even the experience of the Kingdom, did not make him sinless; even now, years after his conversion, he continues to call himself a sinner, and of course this is not about what he did before, when he was a persecutor of the Church, but about what he knows himself to be now, already a witness of Christ and of the Kingdom (v. 15). But he knows something else as well, what all the righteous of all times have known: righteousness is not sinlessness, but the ability and readiness to follow God and bear witness to Him despite one's own sinfulness. For Paul, bearing witness to God means, of course, above all bearing witness to his meeting with Christ and to the experience of the Kingdom that was opened to him during that meeting and later, in the course of his apostolic ministry. And, of course, he understands perfectly well that without the direct participation of the Savior Himself, nothing of the kind in his life would have existed or could have existed (v. 16). Paul demonstrates by his own example how God turns a sinner who is seeking the righteous path into an inhabitant of the Kingdom.

The great apostle to the Gentiles, who perhaps labored more than anyone so that you and I might receive...

As seen, Paul doesn’t have too high opinion of his human qualities. What it is: a false modesty? An inadequate estimation? And maybe on the contrary, a sober understanding of himself and of all the situations forming in relation to the personal personality? Indeed, Paul obviously, remembers perfectly his own spiritual biography. And he understands what he deserves, and what he does not. And when he writes that man receives the Kingdom, as an undeserved gift, he includes first of all there himself. But he also understands another thing: God is ready to wait and have mercy; He did not send His Son to the world for that, in order after to spoil everything with His impatience. The apostle understands perfectly that all the problem is not in man, and not in the fact that he is good or bad (nobody is good for the Kingdom), but in this luck, that God is ready to give to everyone.

And this luck is absolute: in the life of man, in case of repentance, there cannot be a sin, which could prevent from using this luck. Paul could himself say and really spoke many time about himself, that the Christ revealed to him the Kingdom, even in spite of the fact that formerly he (when he was still Saul) was the persecutor of His Church. Of course one could imagine again the situation more seriously, because Paul, with all his errors when he was a persecutor, was still a very sincere man. But the apostle himself, as seen, is absolutely persuaded that, although nobody is worthy for the Kingdom, God wants all the same to save everyone. Maybe, sometimes such a testimony became really actual: for, among Christians in all the times, we found those whom their own sin led to despair. It happened sometimes like that from the fact that people, formerly not knowing seriously the spiritual life, were horrified, discovering in themselves this measure of sin, which they expected not to discover at all.

And sometimes a nasty trick with the recently converted Christians was played by their own theories of a new "sinless" life in the Kingdom, which, as it seemed to them, had in a certain magic way to open to them once after the conversion, as if the conversion was not the first, but the last step on their spiritual path. Here is, for such Christians who fell in sadness, Paul's words became a spiritual reinforcement and encouragement: he let them know by his own example that God will chase away nobody, if only the man does not leave by himself. For, speaking with the words of the prophet, He wants not the perdition of the sinner, but that the sinner turns from his sin and lives.

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